• CHAPTER 1 •

Questions on Life and about Life

A to Z Questions of Life have A to Z Answers.

1. Why we became murderers?
2. Why do we lie to each other?
3. Why do we commit sins?
4. Why are we addicted to drugs, alcohol, pornography and lust?
5. Why humans became enemies?
6. Why did we start hating each other?
7. Why is there no love?
8. Why are we so greedy for money and a luxurious life?
9. Why are we so desperate for temporary pleasures and things?
10. Why can’t we control our selves?
11. Why does someone rule over us?
12. Why is someone always pushing us to a bad state and to do bad activities?
13. Why are bad things happening only to us every day?
14. Why is there no peace? What if you have a lot of gems and jewels but still have no peace in life?
15. Why are we so selfish?
16. Why do we always think bad about others?
17. Why couldn’t I control my anger?
18. Why am I in depression? Why am I doing everything wrong?
19. Why have I started hating my wife, who I’m used to love and care for a lot?
20. Why have I started hating my husband, who I used to love and care for I’m a lot?
21. Why have I started hating my parents, who gave birth to me?
22. Why have I started hating my mother, who underwent so much pain for me for 9 months when I was in her womb?
23. Why have I started hating my Dad, who took the burdens of my life on I’m his shoulders and took the blame I’m when I did anything wrong?
24. Why have I started hating my sister, brother and relatives?
25. Why have I started hating my life partner, who I once loved but there is no love now?
26. Where is God?
27. Which God is a Living God?
28. Who is my savior?
29. Which God will save me when I’m in trouble?
30. Where I will go after my death? How was the world created?
31. Where will my soul go― heaven, hell, be reborn or become an evil spirit?

The Book Of Truth Has All Your Answers:

• I was in search of the truth, but except for Jesus I haven’t found the truth anywhere else. Jesus said, “I’m the truth, the way and the life.” So my search was finally completed.
• I was living a false life, where I only knew how to lie and live a sinful life. If a person lives a false life, the person will become a fake.
• When I was living this life, I was just like waste paper. The time I started a journey to find the truth, God made me a book of truth.
• The book describes the truth of life, where every human being has the right to know the truth first. In this false life, how many days or how many years can a person live like this? The truth will find this person eventually.
• In a very short span of time, I have learned the truth. I was about to die in this false life and I couldn’t breathe then the loving Lord Jesus raised me to life and spoke to me about all the truth in life. I just followed the word of God and the word is Life – a truth of life. And the word of God did wonders.
• Some verses are taken from the Bible,. God made me write this book and I am just a pen, an instrument of his will.

• Chapter 2 •

My Life’s Testimony

An Unconditional Love My Love Jesus Christ

I’m Lalit Krishnani, now living a life for Christ.

The day I was born, my father was very happy and surprised as his second child was male. I’m I have an elder sister and my father wasn’t happy. The day I was born, 4 years after my elder sister’s birth, Dad threw a party since a boy was born. My sister is sharp and level-headed academically. She is very punctual, gets distinction marks in her exams and if she has a goal she will achieve it, by hook or crook. Her attitude is: no matter how many hours want to I will keep on studying till I get a distinction. When it comes to me, I had the attitude: I just wanted to pass and nothing else mattered.

Days went by and I started walking and then talking. When I was 3 I started schooling. I used to hate going to school and enjoyed staying at home with my neighbors and relatives. I was always waiting for Sunday to arrive and my sister was waiting for Sunday to depart. Many times, I found myself lying to my father that I’m sick with stomach pain or something, just to escape from school. Lying was not a big deal for me; it was saying and accepting the truth that was a very big deal for me.

I started showing interest in my studies when I was tutored by my mother and through class 5th and 6th I had great grades and great friends.

My grandmother, who I loved a lot, was suffering from a heart condition and was regularly admitted to the hospital. My father’s earnings were spent in hospitals and even though he was struggling, he took great care of her. In 2001, she was shifted to Apollo Mini-Hospital, then for higher surgery the doctor recommended we shift her to the Apollo Hospital main branch. While she was in the ambulance, she stopped breathing. After a minute she started breathing again; it was a rebirth. Then she was shifted to the main branch and everything was successful. Two years later, in 2003, she had heart trouble again and was admitted to the hospital. That was the lord’s call and she drew her last breath on April 23rd 2003.

When I was handling my father’s business, my interest in studies was decreasing day by day. Standards 7th, 8th and 9th went fine, but I failed my 10th board exam for 2 years, due to Math and Science. In 2009 I finally cleared the exam and I took the same subjects in my intermediate MPC. I used to bunk college and have a lot of fun. I wanted to do Engineering but lost interest. I started supplying stationary to banks. When the workers left and started their own business, I took charge. My father and I couldn’t connect in business. My marks were too low to get into Engineering. What to do? What not to do? My mind was blank…

In June 2011, I was interested in modeling and approached an institute, but it turned out that I was overweight. I was reading the newspaper one day searching for jobs and I saw an ad saying earn Rs. 700 daily by joining advertising. I was feeling awesome, Rs. 700 × 30 = Rs. 21,000. I went for the interview and I was selected. I told my parents and my sister, that I finally got selected in an add company and will be appearing in televisions soon. On my first day, when my team leader took me out for shift, I thought I was going to the studio and I was excited, instead we were going door-to-door explaining about coupons. I was shocked by this and wondered, where was I working? Is this my job? To go door-to-door? I’m I wasn’t fit for it, but I didn’t have any other option. I continued anyway learning the job and talking with so many people, my communication skills were increasing and my interest for this job was increasing every day. For 3 months I didn’t reach my targets. On October 2nd, an all India TL Corporate Meet in Mumbai’s Marriott Hotel. My target was not to reach the sales target, but to attend this corporate meet. I still met my target; my manager called me up and told me that I can now attend the TL corporate meet in Mumbai. I was super excited.

I met Santosh who believes a lot in Jesus. His father was suffering from a heart problem. In 1994, they went to a hospital and after the checkup, the doctor asked him to quit some food items. His father continued the routine for some time and soon the heart problem returned. This time they took him to some baba for mantras, but nothing happened. They then took him to the church for prayers and he recovered miraculously. Jesus had healed him.

Things were going well and targets were being achieved. After a few months, a few projects failed to achieve targets. According to company rules, any failure to achieve targets will result in immediate demotion to the first level. I quit the job. My friends from the same company who left before me, started their own add company, similar to the coupon selling business and the commission for this was high.

One day, my friend and were working together in an apartment. There was a Circle Inspector in the apartment due to a misunderstanding. My friend started arguing with the Circle Inspector and we both went to the police station. We were sitting there for 4 hours. My friend Santosh, a true believer in Jesus who also quit his previous company and started working with us, came to rescue us. He spoke very politely with the inspector. And that time, we don’t know Jesus was with us. After that, I left the company again and started job hunting. At the end of 2012, I got a job in a corporate gifting company and worked there for 8 months. I made good friends and one of my friends, Rakesh was a believer in Jesus.

When I left corporate gifting in 2013, I got a good job in a printing media company. While working at that company, I fell in love then got dumped and I made up my mind to become a model. I lost weight, gave audition photoshoots, started walking the ramp and my boss supported me if I went to a fashion show in the middle of work. I was very new to printing media and had no idea when starting, but my manager Srikanth, who made me good at printing media, supported me completely if anything wrong happened. He is also a true believer in Jesus.

In September 2014, my sister bought a phone for me. An Oppo 7A with a good camera. I never thought I would become a photographer as I don’t even know how to hold a DSLR camera.

When separation of Andhra Pradesh and Telangana took place in 2014, my clients were mostly from Andhra and had credit payments problems. I was about to leave the job and I met a fortune teller who told me that a job is not suitable a business suitable for me as it was written in the kundali. I started working on business and started clicking photos with my phone. The photos looked better good than those from a DSLR. I was addicted to two great things – I want to make a name for myself and get fame on Facebook and other social media with my mobile photography work and the second was modeling

In January 2015, my friend Santosh and I went to Bangalore for ad business but this didn’t work out so we came back to Hyderabad. My contact was left with Santosh and I was busy with photography.

Back to December 2014, there was an art show where 200 photographers from Hyderabad were all displaying the finest DSLR photographs and I was the only mobile photographer. I was happy and received my first photography certificate. In 2015, after the Bangalore trip, there was an art show – a Nepal earthquake charity show. A few of my photos got selected and received second place. There were articles about my work in the Deccan Chronicle. This was another shocking and surprising day in my life and people started recognizing me. I was very addicted to Facebook, with unwanted relationships with unknown people and it started affecting me and my career. I had heavy loans on my head.