Heaven: The Arc of Love
"Life is all about letting go"
By those words my novel was completed. Ahh.... There is too much stress about writing a novel, mainly the fiction novel. You know what getting obsessed with something that is not real means? Not being a part of this real world is like living your dream while not being asleep. Yes, this is too glorious a thing for me whenever I write. Whenever I get my pen and a piece of paper on the desk in the evening after the long and busy day, telling your thoughts to the paper under the peaceful environment is really a precious thing for me. I'm glad that every day I live my dream with my open eyes.
In the opinion this is the best work ever for a writer this is like creating your own world where you're the master yes this is greatest chance to be a God I'm not telling you something illogical that you have tack you change and titled me a fool no I'm in my control and telling you what exactly I'm thinking that you can be a God into your own world into your fiction world a world that you made where you're the master where you're the Almighty you can do anything crafting something even can destroying the whole world and the most funny thing is that you can recreate the whole world again and again till to the end of your imagination and that is why I'm telling you one day you can be a God when you awake you true imagination.
This is like a game of world building where the game developer gives you full control over the game you can fly, run fast as like a cheetah, having a mind blowing physical strength and manipulating power for just building the world as you want such a tall tower can be the great wall you can grow countless trees all type of elementary materials that you want like metals, wood, any of the precious thing like a luxury car like having superpower but all those are limited yes the whole thing I tell you associated with the game is limited till to the imagination of the developers but in your own imagination in your own thinking there is no limits till to you death if you can breath you can do anything and you have to just tack a while just sitting at a peaceful place with fresh mind with clear vision not a single unit of any type of stree , depression you have to just sit a peaceful place and thinking about " what next " And the same thing I perform regularly at the end of the day in the evening: I sit on my chair in front of a wooden desk with a ballpoint pen and a plain white piece of paper with an open window from where fresh air is continuously coming directly on my face and giving me a chilling vibe for thinking, "What next?" In my mind there is a question that always occurs: What next? Just after finishing the last chapter of my novel, should I stop or not? This is not my limit. What should I perform next?
My grandfather always tells me that "whatever happens, it happens for a reason, but always for a good one." These lines have separate base in my life because about everyday in my life i can feel I can see the action that represent these lines let I tell you one of the perfect time in my life when these lines are perfect bonds , a day while I'm with one of my friend joey having a cup of tea my friend Joey choose to get coffee that night we both are at the restaurant and enjoying the evening I'm in my visions of writing something unique and something special and then just after some time a man come near us and takes our bill we done our payment and then we both going back to home and on the way I see a kid on our nearest table doing something weird she dipping a bar of chocolate into the coffee and then eat like rusk she is alone on the whole table and making this type of unpredictable combination and that time i got a idea for upcoming chapter of my dark fantasy novel why didn't I made a pool of dark chocolate as a trap looking and smelling like coco but actually this is the pool of dark blood with acid like reactive powers an illusion trap for adventures hero who never suppose to be a trap like that. If I didn't go there, I think I'd never get this type of unique idea, so here these lines come alive, and with my imagination I'll convert the simple play of a kid into a well-structured idea for the novel. Now this is what I'm talking about: our mind, our imagination, doesn't have the limit of a box. Just go outside the box and let your imagination think, and this is my work, this is passion, this is me.
A huge, massive sound of clapping: clap... clap... clap... The whole corridor is filled with the sound of clapping. Slowly, slowly, some of the teachers start getting up, and within a few seconds, the whole corridor is on its feet. Above all, they have great smiles on their faces and are continuously clapping for this young man standing on the stage and giving the speech in front of hundreds of people. Today is the annual high school event where high school students have to give their speech in front of the whole school, and now on the stage a young novelist just gave his speech. His words have much potential from all the students, and then just a teacher comes on the stage wearing a shiny black coat and pants with the same black matte shoes. He is emceeing the event, and then after coming on the stage, he gets the mic and starts saying in an energetic tone. Wow, that is why people call him "novel boy." This is insane. Can someone imagine he is just seventeen years old and his level of understanding of life is mind-blowing? Thank you, dear Azazin, for giving us an energetic and life-based speech and making today's event very special. Thank you, dear.
Today is annual event in Vivespast high " A wonderful place which is stood at the edge of the city " Vikas city " on a large green mountain from that high a brilliant introvert who write his first novel at the age of thirteen and now as his age numbers double the count of novels also and today is a very special day for him because he is just finish his first speech of his life into the fear of people into the fear of facing people he is totally different not from face but by the way of seeing the word in a different manner in a different way to see this beautiful world beautiful only for us not for him because the way of seeing the world even after not getting any of the bad or unsettling ways like being poor, being ugly or much but he okay an average introvert who is not super hot but nor much ugly like a fine wine but his imagination and the way of understanding this broken world is like wine's dark red color " a fine red wine " .
The next day after the event, one of Azazin's friends sits on a long wooden chair and waits for his friend under the roof of a coffee restaurant with a cup of hot coffee in his hands and cool sunglasses on his face that build his charm alone, but peacefully he is waiting for his friend in his regular calm but extroverted mood by the side of a dashing and heavy R-One bike standing. Both were shining into the glamour of richness he is sitting at the same restaurant where they go for a coffee a day befour yesterday even on the same desk where both friend having the coffee with choco muddy cake with rich and dark chocolate cake with garnishing by the excellent quality of almonds and saffron but the point is this that he is not eating this delicious breakfast as he is busy in something special from the last half hour he is continuously gazing the front seat not the front seat but who is sitting on the chair a really beautiful girl in green dress who is likely provided for the restaurant staff he is watching her brown shade hair whoes falling on her face by the air coming from the table fan he is watching her red lips who's looking like just dipped into the rose water she is really looking like an angel but the most shocking thing is that the girl also starting giving him some of the hints like a lite smile on her face both were into the glamour of beauty he is continuously gazing that beautiful charm girl in front of his desk under his black sunglasses as the counter girl didn't do anything because he is order something just after someone come for telling him to free the desk he literally order same cake for three times while Joey getting view of heaven .
He just looks in. A four-by-four jeep on the road from where Zin is coming near to him, and then just Joey starts shouting in a loud voice. Hey Zin, my dear son, I'm here, yo! Brother, look here. Hey, hey, okay, baby, take a deep breath. I'm coming at you nor going to somewhere else and after few steps both meet and having a dude hug and then Joey said yes you made it why you always being so stress about people look look at your today's performance look at the clapping for you zin do you know what I'll already tell you at yesterday when we are in the class while attention lecture I already know you can do this work into your finger tips said Zin friend and then in reply zin said in a free-full tone yes look it's over finally it's over I'm so stressed from the lats few day that what will happen what I tell I have too much to say but in front of hundreds of people I'm suppose to be speechless but look I'm not this is really thrilled thing ever in my life but but i never means never going to repeat this again you know what Joey My legs are trembling while I come at first, just after seeing the large number of people around me, meaning in front of me. It's really a feeling of true nervousness just after Joey replied to Zin, "Like father, like son." Now I can proudly announce to the world that you're my son in a mischievous and laughing voice with a chilling tone, and just by listing this, Zin jumps on his friend and starts soft fighting with much laughter and smiling, as is common in friendship.
The green-dressed restaurant staff girl suddenly laughed softly while looking at those boys, and then just Joey asked the girl with a sharp smile on his face, "Hey, green dress, can you tell me why you are laughing while looking at us? Has my boy done something wrong? Please let me know." Then the girl further said, "No, nothing. You both have done nothing, but your actions are really weird." After this, Joey further asked, "Oh, our actions? Ahh, I get it. So you like action heroes, right? You know what? I'm just thinking, by your comments, I should join the film industry. What do you think, dear ma'am?" She replied, "Sure, sir, as you feel good, sir."
Just Zin said in low and cover tone joey I think we should go to hill first because it's too late laale , oo it was just slipped from my mind I really forgot about this why are you standing here like a silly boy just go said Joey ahh you know what you're busy while talking to your madam no I'm not means i think we waste our time while talking we should leave first by this both leaving the place then just the girl said hey sir wait a while what about you order then Joey said I already paid she reply no no my means to say that your order is on your table look there are three cakes and a cup of coffee then just Joey get that cup of coffee and give it to Zin and then just Zin also drink the whole cup within a single sip and then put back the cup on the table just Joey tells to the girl dear ma'am please accept those cakes from my side as into the glory of your beauty and within few seconds both runs to jeep without listening anything with fast moving steps because it's staring of rain.
Both were in the jeep and talking about something to plan. Zin said in an energetic voice, "You know, Joey, if this project gets successful, we can save millions of lives of aquatic animals who lose their lives to the huge mechanical tech under the sea that is working for those big giant companies mining under the sea." Joey answered, "I don't know why those bullshit companies ignore Mother Nature. If nature doesn't exist, the whole means everything is getting finished. Nothing is being constant, so why do they ignore it then?" Zin said it's all about money, brother. It's about money and power. You know what? You're my friend because of this, yes, because you match my vibe. We both are the same, then. Joey said brother from another mother right then just Zin reply absolutely then he said hi Joey have you been watched Megha at event ohh your crush right yes she is there you know what Zin she is watching you till you speech get finished I'm telling you brother she's also yee yes get the point said Zin in low voice then Joey said why didn't you go and tell her what is in your heart it's not much harder then you think zin said no this can be cause big problem for me what if she just want to be me as a friend or nothing and if I let him by saying something this can be cause problem for both of us and also she has many friends why a extrovert girl choose me over many of her taste friends then Joey said why you fool why she choose you and who are those many friends not a single boy from you junior years means from your childhood you both didn't make a single opposite gender friend even she didn't talk to any of boy in the class as you didn't to girls you both are same so why then in his defending Zin said I think she should try first why she never talk to me not a single word so because of this perspective she has to come first then Joey said like a advocate don't forget that even you also didn't talk to her from your childhood so as per as this perspective you have to go first even teacher also waiting when you both start talking and this is really weird thing in my whole life is both you humans right or not then why after listing those lines Zin said to Joey tell me you're my friend or her you know what Joey this is love this is art of love the art of waiting till death I don't know about her but I choose this path in my opinion you never ever understand this feeling of love. Because you know what, Joey? You're like the bird who always tries to move his taste from one branch to another branch. Then his friend replies, "Ahh, I don't think so. In my opinion, I'm just living my life because I know I'll never be young again. This is why I know this time where we are means the present will never come again. This is like a road of time where the time never stops for anyone. We have to just live our lives as we want. Don't let yourself be disturbed by others or anything."
Both of the friends are talking in their own mood and way of thinking. One of them is an introvert, and the second one is a fast-forward extrovert, where both reflect their own perspectives on different topics, like how they have known each other since their childhood, when both were in class seven.
In zin childhood era one day when zin come from his classroom after the last period of first half he is slowly going to wash his hands before eating something that time he didn't have any friends he is alone also joey meet him in class seven so, when zin going to wash his hands to water tap on his little steps without interesting in anything just passing his dayes as he didn't have interest in anything nobody is his friend because he always use to be silent and treat himself as in the river of peace after coming on the watertap he was rubbing his hands slowly by the soap and then just he look at right side he saw a cute girl side by side also washing her hands he is just stunk by her eyes his moving hands was now stop at one place water is continuously flowing on his hands and even he didn't notice anything like everything from his surrounding is now looked blur he is just admired the girl her circle shaped brown eyes her white watery clouds like cheeks he was get Statue by her face of heaven, he wasn't able to move from his will; he had now become a statue of being loved by someone in a few seconds. She was moved from her place by not noticing him and walked to her class, but here Zin still wasn't in his control, and then just the hand of a teacher came on his shoulder. "Hey, little boy, what's the plan?" But Zin still wasn't in his control, but his feet automatically moved to her class, and then the same teacher called him, "Hey, I think your class is on the second floor. Are you okay?" And then the teacher of Azazin took his hand and let him go till he reached his class door.
That time he feel the true meaning of love at first sight after the whole day even coming from the school he was didn't came from the beauty of the girl that time he understand how interesting this words the river of peace is now slowly going to flow from his birth he didn't interested in anything even in kids loving things like toons and toys but today he feel the actual life yes this is true form his birth he is totally different from his age average kids like he is not of this world even his parents consultant him to many of the doctors they suggest them to treat him lite and didn't give him any kind of pressure his parents perform the same things but his Chillingness day by day getting increase from the turbo speed One of the doctors of psychology tells his parents that they should try to give him unique and interesting activities, not medicine. His parents try each and every unique and new fun-loving activity that can boost the level of interest in day-to-day life.
Each and every activity, many types of yoga and mind therapy that can relax his stress but nothing work then a phychologist sussest them to give him a white piece of paper and a simple boll pen and after this conversation the next day Doctor D'Silva himself go to meet zin by his old model vintage yoursay named luxury car ( a precious vintage model car) that time when zin is in his childhood after coming to zin house he step out form his luxury car who is made of full stainless steel with crafting by hand of master's in his field each and every part of the car is made by the humans not a single with the help of machines and this really matter because like this type of car is only few in the whole world after stepping out from the car he move forward to zin house by first entering in his beautiful and well crafted garden different types of flower and the short herbs with many of the long and large trees in the whole about half beegha of garden and by this doctor D'Silva really impressed that how much the family care about the nature they are really good peoples then doctor ring the bell set by the house wooden door within few seconds someone open the door.
When Doctor D'Silva looks forward and sees he is Azazin's father, who is looking at him with his blind eyes, Doctor just moves his hand forward for a greeting as usual. They both shake their hands and greet good morning to both of them. Doctor D'Silva I feel so hard-handed with Zin Father. Whenever he meets him, he always gets confused by thinking, "Is he really a flute shop owner or something more?" Even though he is a psychologist, he is always confused by Zin Father's personality. He is about seven and a half feet tall and always fit and muscular with a clean shave and long and shiny hair, always wearing black. This didn't sit well with the doctor, so without missing a single second, he just asked Zin Father, "Hey sir, I've had a doubt for a couple of days." Then he replied to him, "Sure, tell me what your question is, Doctor D'Silva." "You may be in a very deep and dark tone, sir. Why do you always wear black? There are many other pretty cool colors if you want to be passionate, like navy blue and royal green. So why black?" Then, in the same deep voice, he further tells Doctor D'Silva, Black, humm, yes, this color gives me the presence of someone. Doctor D'Silva asked, "Who is the precious person, sir?" and he got the answer from Zin's father that it's a secret, Doctor D'Silva. By listening to this, both of them just laughed, and on the way to Zin's room, Doctor D'Silva said to Zin's father, "Oh, I think I didn't ask, but you look really nice in this combination of simple plain black pants and a black t-shirt without a single logo on both. I think it's not ready, mate." Zin's father replied to him, "You got it, Doctor D'Silva." "Look, Zin, who's there?" said Zin's father in a much lower, deeper voice. Then he talked to Doctor D'Silva, but Azazin didn't look back at his father and Doctor D'Silva. Then just Doctor D'Silva moved his hand and indicated his father. "Let me talk to him in a polite and respectful manner."
Hey, Zin. how are you after few seconds he didn't get his answer then doctor D'Silva again tell to zin hi little boy do you remember we meet yesterday at my clinic as usual Azazin didn't interested to back the answer he is just looking to doctor D'Silva by his back shaded eyes after few more questions doctor D'Silva understand that he didn't answer anymore it's just waste of time to be asking the question so he now suggested in his mind that he have to talk him any how become doctor D'Silva understand that zin have too much to tell but unable because her fear so doctor D'Silva now try more ways to talk to him by thinking that if he didn't speak so why he should not to communicate him by writer and the he takes a plane white paper and a pen and write few words " are you zin " This type of illogical question, Doctor D'Silva asked for being noticed by uniqueness as a human mind, and the shocking thing is this: Azazin also got the pen and tried to answer him by writing slowly, "Yes." Now, by this, Doctor D'Silva understood that he had too much to tell but was unable to, so Doctor D'Silva took another few pieces of plain white paper and took the pen from the table and gave it to Zin and told him.
Imagine your own world here on this empty piece of paper where you were busy every single second of your real life. Write here what you think every second here on this white paper. Write what you were interested in on this white paper. You can write or even draw the world every time you stressed about it. Take your own time, whether one hour or one year, but don't let your spirit emerge into your silence; let it come forth from these words and show the real capacity of your thinking and your actual imagination. Tell this world why you are always silent and being like this is more comfortable than being lost in this busy world, but remember one thing: don't let the depression and funeral of your real potential bring you down; let it shine like a charm.
By those conversations doctor D'Silva move from zin house and give him a way of living " writing " from that day he only love one thing just writing and having a deep dive into his fantasy world but after few years he got his second ray of life his love his crush his first love after two years when his love choose Zudocratic study of religion she get transferred into Zin's classroom and from now both of them know each other slowly slowly but never talk to each other because both slowly loving each other but never make it come out and express from that day when zin know she is going to transfer in his classroom he open his gates of expressing out for only the few peoples he speak much then older days to his parents and from there his life actually began and at the same year one day when he at last branch attention first period which is of English zin continuously gazing that water tap girl without even blimping his eyelids a single time and then just a lite but straight forward voice come her name is Megha By this, Zin broke attention from the girl, and when he looked to his left, he saw a white-toned boy with flipping and round hair, a long nose, and a skinny body. Then Zin asked the boy, "You just shocked me." Then the boy replied to Zin, "Her name is Megha, and you can call me..." Joey then said in a lower tone, "Did I ask you?" After hearing those words, Joey said in a very mischievous manner to him, "I think you want to know her name but are unable to. That is why I'm just helping you or nothing. Now I have to go there and tell Megha that I accidentally told your name to that boy you know. I'm so excited to be your friend or nothing." And then just Zin stopped him and asked, "What do you want?" in a rude manner. Then Joey answered him, "Can I be your friend?" And after a while of thinking, Zin said to him, "Okay, but why only me?" Joey answered him because I always wanted to make a friend like you who's always being silent, and that thing I want is just listening to myself only. That is why or nothing. Then Zin said, "Okay, okay, you can sit with me, but don't do anything like that again, understand?" Joey answered him, "Okay, okay, don't be stressed. I will never repeat this kind of activity again."
That time, Zin found two precious friends in his life. One of them was too close, and the second one was always in his heart. From that day, Joey always tried to make both of them close, but every time he failed. But Joey never stopped trying, and something he is planning for today is for both of them, Joey and Zin, to go to Tiger Hill to make something big, but this is only Zin's plan. In fact, the real plan is for Joey to make them close again, but this time Azazin marks his plan and is ready for the show. Suddenly, the jeep stops and doesn't start, and then just both of them get out of the car, and Joey says, "Hey, Zin, I think we should need help!" because I don't think so that this jeep start look here is camping site at little bit distance I think we have to go there you know what our school students also at the camp site i get heard by some of the students so there not a big deal to going there and then just a mechanical noise come from the jeep and then zin get into the jeep and by pressing the start button he start the car now now joey is totally shocked then just.........
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