Who ?

It was annual function in my school, I was in tenth standard that time in the year 1983, whole school was decorated like a Newly wed Bride, with flowers, lightings, and all the students were practicing there performance in the practice hall, before the celebration gets started.
I was there in between them, trying to peep toward a girl named Rita studying in my class. she was dumbest girl in the class, but her beauty
was so bright that anyone can fall for her, so I was.
She standing in a row of girls, who were practicing a classical song. though she was not good singer, but still for me she was like a sweet nightingale.
although she was the dumbest girl in the class, so did not even noticed me. while I was following her all the way all the time. I even knew that how many time rubber band she possessed for tying her beautiful silky bright hair with a golden shine.
So, in-between the celebration I went to pee in bathroom, because of the celebration everyone was there in hall..
So I was all alone at long corridor. so as I came out of bathroom after my nature call. she was there .
Rita ?, I shouted like hell. I was not expecting this not now,, i tried to do my hair like I am a hero.
"will you come with me!" she whispered with a little smile.

Yes". I said ,,as a reflex action, I did not even thought for a moment. but then she just ran away towards the end of the corridor.
For a moment i jut lost somewhere, I thought it was like a dream, someone will woke me out in sometime,
but after a pause it was real,, i was still standing there, and the girl that I like most, just asked me to follow her.
So with a nice smile and million ringing tune inside my head I just went that way. Followed her.
what is the still a dream or Now I started dreaming while walking? or am I getting some mental psychological attack I thought.
I was shocked because I saw her ran away in this direction and here, is not single window, door or something with which anyone can get away,, its a thick concrete wall, corner. but she was not there. not her a single golden shining hair.

I just got confused what is this, was I dreaming of her? does hormonal changes that much influenced our mind.
then i doubt myself and gave some bad words to myself as well, regarding this.. so turned back and decided to go back.
But as i turned "Arun?" her voice heard by my ears , I felt for the first time that how scary a melodious voice can be.
My heart beat got faster as Like a superfast Train. like the blood from my heart will pump out of the veins.
"come you already said yes!" again voice heard by ears, for the first time i also felt ear should not be there.
But with all the courage I gathered from my every cell of the body, and turned my legs and head, Again
There was no one,, For the first time really felt what is fear and how dangerous it can be?
I rapidly moved my head towards every direction hoping to see there is someone, just teasing with me.


Now i should Run, my mind decided and i turned back towards the halls. but as I turned back, I saw I am inside the hall, with fully crowded.
performance was going on there at stage, Rita was standing on stage with all the girls. I felt like I am flying, I thought -"It would be nice if I was standing just along with her, and wait what, next moment I was on the stage, just Infront of here. I thoroughly turned back, because thought all the crowed will see me here. but as I turned, I felt like no one can see me,, like I am invisible. I again turned towards Rita, no one noticed me that I am on stage.

No one scolded me, that How u can come on stage in front of performance. i was just trying to figure out that what is this? what is the scene is this?
Is my mind playing with me, someone drugged me? then A flashback stuck in my eyes.

Year 1953, the same girl Rita came to the same school with the same hairs, and of course same age. she was standing at the gate of principal office. Her father was trying to seek her admission in school. she reached at bathroom while seeing the school building as all student look there new school building.

"Will You come with me Again......?" she heard a voice, she turned .
That was me,, standing Infront of her, smiling..........