a race

I am just not feeling like doing anything......may be this is because of the result stress.....but what after the result....what m I supoosed to do.........now how can I dare to dream.....I always thought that afer 12th I will join delhi school of symphony......but now even talking about this will surely higher my parents b.p..........when they want us to dissus our carrier it means they expect us to choose the college for b. Tech or branch of engineering. ......they dont want to listen that we wnt to make our passion our carrier....they dont want to hear our plan...that we been making for our future and hoping someday our parents will understand...and parents they are always right....they can never b wrong.....they are more experienced thn us .....and so....we do what they say anyhow...maybe this is the reason for unemployment...we dont do what we want to...........how can we be successful in a thing...we are not intrested in............and we loose our carrier...losse every thing...looose ourself in a race we never wanted to participate in.....