GOODBYE MY LOVE

Love whispered and two heart met.. as the last heart beat of mine recalled u, i could hear a whisper. that thing made me crazy. every night i goes that place to hear ur voice again, but it doesn't sounds and people think of mine and scared of. I cried n cried n cried... Now people think of being haunted... but the pain in my heart is still d same. fact is ur absence in my life is killing me every second.. I lost you..

today i saw u with a beautiful man. after reaching to this place everyone of your world seems to be beautiful. it's a weird thing. huh.. i asked u.. how are u.? u won't answerd.. again i asked.. are u happy my life...? but u won't listened.. i deeply hurted. both ur walking in a direction to my graveyard.. how sad moment is this. u both offer a bouquet of flower and regard on my cemetery, but i wasn't so happy wid that person in black suit. i don't like he come here. he is like a wall between us. at that right time his phone rang and he went off far distance leaving u and me alone.. it was made me happy...

she was looking to my cemetery emotionaly, i was looking her passionately, like i haven't seen her for years.. i said her my love don't go anywhere.. can u feel love.. the way i feel.. now my voice getting heavier and sentimental i added.. madly miss u every time i see u. though my heart is not beating..still it can feel love.

nor i compared myself wid that person,not i saw myself in her eyes or in her heart... but my heart kept thinking that she must overshadowed me infront of him for a little while.. i get jeolousy, someone once told me.. there is no true love widout jeolousy.. however it's him who take u away from me.. seriously i m craving for ur love and caring. before my death- i couldn't tolerate any other guy intervene in our love bussiness, i have pulled out matters many time therefore.

but today i m helpless... i turned in to a silent lover... someone once told me-deepest feelings always show itself in silence.

when my eyes got wet with tears which was too hard to control, at that right time u looked back for an uncertain moment. you feel that someone just called u. people says right- if soul cries..it sounds deeper..

that day i was at ur home... i just waited u many hours before ur coming.. i was at ur bedroom. just cherishing old memmories. i could find a statue of couple. i gave it on ur last birthday... birthday huhh.. her birthday about to coming. but this time i'll not with her. i toggeled the box in the storehouse, but couldn't find anything left other than the statue. may be it was leave here by mistake.

ohh...probably she is coming... it was like my dead heart got an overdose of high volt electricity and can feel it on all over mybody... i felt like i got my life back. my dead heart came in to charge and felt like heartbeat running faster than usain bolt, it was all for my nervousness.. like i m going to proposed her for the first time. my condition was typically a first lover type. i was curious and happy as well, coz i have got the chance to meet her alone after long time.

she opened the door, i hide myself when she entered.. i saw her.. she was looking very beautiful,and also very happy...they got engaged. i smiled and said hello to her.. she didn't replied. she was like unware of me... it hurt me.. widout me she was happy.. i got jeoloused.. she went to washroom.. i followed her.. then to bedroom.. then to kitchen.. every where i followed her.. soon after she realised something inconvenience.. i guess she afraid of an uncertain incident. may be she was feeling my presence, but she wasn't happy either. again it deeply hurt me, my presence is making her trouble, so i decided leaving her quickly. before my death she curiously waited to my coming way, my presence gave her happiness like never before. i came out from her room and went back to somewhere far distance from her memmory... thinking about all subject.

after some days once again i went for her home direction, i entered in to her bedroom.. wanted to see her last time.. it is 11.45 pm night, i wanted to wish her but couldn't make it. she is awakening and too busy in phone. i guess everyone wishing her... phone call is coming unintureptedly..

i waited,waited and waited a long time. she was busyb talking with someone.. may be him.. i murmured- i haven't got the chance to wish u. but before this first phone call of wish was always mine. i was sat under a corner of the room, watching all this. remembering those days talking to u hours and hours... neglecting eating,sleeping..

it's 4.00am... she got tired of talking but i never tired of watching her. she kept the mobile in silent mode and get in to sleep. it's her birthday today. but how unfortunate i m. i couldn't said her i love you..cann't forget her, she was everything for me. for her in my heart there is only love... unfortunately it's the last day of mine in this world. i have to go to the other world.. my friends have been waiting my way.

i couldn't got d chance to wish her, but no one cann't stop me from giving best birthday gift of her life. she will remember me ever after. i saw her she was in deep sleep. i rushed in to the store house and came back fast.. i have possesed the super natural power. able to do everything,anything. so i get in to her dream. i kept standby her current virtual dream and trapped her on my real dream.now she is out and out in a real dream.

now she dreaming herself in a valley of love. there is mountains,waterfall,blue sky,waterlilys, green grass land, u can call it a heaven.only nature exist there and no one others except us.she wore a white cloth looking like an angel,i wore a white cloth as well.

she was standing in the middle of the grassland looking at the east. i moved to her... whispered on her ear.. my princess. she turned her head towards me and smiled. i hold her hand in my hand and kissed her forehead. i said... i love you. she smiled. i said i'll love you untill this universe exist.. i'll love you for eternal... our love is immortal.. my love is never die for you. i m always near u... for us difference cann't make difference... my love never forget me..

i m going my beloved... cann't see you anymore... waiting you in other world... as this takes on her eyes got wet. he said there isn't any place left for me in your world. i m not alone, taking your countless love,emotions and caring with me....

shaking his lips... he said GOODBYE MY LOVE..................................

he left her alone in the middle of that heaven's garden and flewed to the sky.. stopped in blue sky looked back once again for the lifetime than rapidly flewed to the east...... and dissappeared.... she standing watching to the sky , tears in her wet eyes is clearly visible.... she was watching to the east for a long time, what's going on her mind nobody knows.. she closed her eyes and opened.... she shocked... she just awakened.. her eyes stopped at something unusual. she was shocked to see that statue placed in front of her bed.. she got emo.. and cried.. she rushed to the store house but cooldn't find similar to that statue... she assured-it's him who came to remind of himself...

something just happened to her.... she rushed to the balcony.. remembering about past.. looking to east... tears has rolled out on her cheeks.... at that right time sun already rising in the east slowly slowly...