The First Love And i failed in it

It was the year, When i was in 10thclass. The year in which I was going toappear in The Board's exam. I waspreparing for my coaching's firstday,and continuosly Thinking in my mindThat how will be the teacher going to bethere,How will the students going tobehave?, my decision of going there isright or not? I was thinking about allthis, I was nervous Because it's goingto be the my first Coaching. Before thisI used to attend tutions at my friendshome with my friends so it wascomfortable for me, But now I was goingAlone to attend the coaching without myfriends. Most of my friends have leftthe town for further studies,but istayed here In my town. I Have beenalready late for coaching & It is myfirst day. I had left the home aftercycling for 25 minutes. It is not muchfar away from my home. As i entered Theroom, Everyone was busy In theiractivities. All the benches of first rowHad completely filled. So, i decided tosit on last bench. As the teacher didntcame till now I thanked god & looked fora seat. I found the seat & i sit there.Most of the students are in Groups. Itlooked like All of them Knew each other.I was feeling so awkward and alone Atthat time. Suddenly a silence in theclass felt like someone has died. Thesilence because our teacher had come. Heintroduced himself & started to teachus, After teaching for 5 minutes, Aknock on the door had taken my attention& my teacher's too. A voice came fromthe door Which was closed during theclass "Sir, May I come in the class? "My teacher replied " yes, come in" & Themagical voice Which was coming from theout Had Already taken my attention, AsThe source of the Voice entered in theroom . I realized That the source ofvoice is as beautiful as the voice Was.My teacher shouted "Why are you late?You don't know the timing of class ?"She said "sorry, Sir I was on the timebut due to traffic." Teacher cut her inmiddle & said to her to sit somewhere &From next time if she will late he wouldnot allow her to enter in the class. Thegirl with attractive personality, heightwas average Neither too big nor tooshort,the face was cute as the Heaven'sangel & The glossy lips how can i forgetthem. I was little staring on her. shemoved andstarted to find a seat All thefront benches were full, only 1 seat wasleft which was quite near to mine. Shesat there,I was Watching her till now.Then i tried to focus on what theteacher is saying But i was unable tofocus Because the girl who is charminglike the angel of the heaven was infront of my eyes........ After 1 hourthe class ended, I already decided thati m going to ask her name aftercoaching. As she left the coaching ifollowed her for 4-5 minutes, sherealized i am following her, she turnedback and asked me "why the hell you arefollowing me?" i slowly replied "I Readin the same coaching with you" Shereplied "yes i saw you their" i askedher "May i ask your name If you dontmind?" she smiled & said " Sonali" Andwalked away. I was Stuck in the momentAs she said her name with her attractivevoice , It was killing moment. I waslost in her thoughts And stood there for5 minutes and than a car came & its horntaken me back in reality,I walked to thehome. My first day at the coachingwas'nt that bad because the sweet girlWhich i met made my day. I had reachedthe home & Took my dinner And Lying inmy room Trying to sleep, That night Thegirl which named Sonali Came in mydreams. It was one of the best night ofmy life Next morning I was excited notbecause of coaching I was excited tomeet her again. I 'll be able to see heragain. Whole day i was thinking of her,watching the clock again and again.After alot of excitement The time hadcame I had left for coaching. That day Ireached there before 30 minutes. At thattime there was only 1 student and thatwas me. I was waiting for her, I thinkits being 5-6 minutes and i saw her, Shewas before the time like me. She stood alittle far away from me. I smiled at her& Greeted her with hi, She smiled backat me. I went near to her & asked her"Sonali where do you live?" she repliedin her charming voice "Near TansenNagar" I asked her some common questions& replied them genuinely. I wasimpressed by her, the way she walks,theway she talks,the way she smiles,the wayshe is, Infact i started to like her.that day We talked for 15 Minutes thenother students started to come & i cameaway from her & We entered the classroom. That day, The number of studentwas more, it wasnt a easy task to getthe seat but i got it at last bench.Sonali was still searching a seat forher but all the seats were filled. ICalled Her near me seat was their whichwas emply. She sat their & thanked me. IWas happy to help her. We both nowenjoying the class, in meantime i wasjoking,complimenting her. The classended, We Were out of the class, I askedher for a coffee & she said yes. We leftfor the nearest restaurent We drank thecoffee & shared our experience ofstudies till now. I was My school'sfootball team's captain also a schooltopper till now & Sonali wasnt that badin studies, she had scored 89% last year& i had scored 95.8% The difference isnot much. She was impressed by mypersonaliy. After some time we left therestaurent & reached our homes It hadbeen a month We were meeting with eachother every day. I had completely feltfor her,I had started to like her voice,her every action which she used to do.I was realizing that she likes me too.So , i decided to tell her How much ilove her. I thought i will tell her WithA tattoo on my hand or by any uniqueway. I asked her to come at therestaurent Where we used to meet witheach other everyday. She asked me"Suddenly why you want to meet me?" Ireplied "Its something special" Sheagreed after sometime. I thanked the god& tried to sleep that night,But iCouldnt sleep that night Becausewhenever i was trying to close my eyesher deep black eyes was flashing infront of me. I dont know how i sleptthat night, but when i woke up its8:30AM already. We planned up to meet at12 in the noon. I had left my home at10:30AM & reached the restaurent within25 minutes. I was before the time. I wasextremely happy & too much excited Justcan't Wait to see. I was waiting from 1hour But she did'nt came till now, Itried to called her But she was'ntpicking up the phone. It had been 1:00PM i called her about 33 Times duringthis time but she had'nt picked up anycalls of mine. I was feeling angry,sad &fooled at that time. It had been 3 Hoursi was waiting for her & just about toleave my phone rung. It was fromsonali's number I picked up the phoneBefore i could say something Tearsrolled down my cheeks I was Likefainted, The voice on the phone was of Agirl Who was continuously saying Thisgirl is no more It was an accident.After hearing this i was about to diesituation, Feeling like i killed myself,I lost my love,The saddest moment of mylife,My heart broken in the pieces.I wasfailed to say her how much i love her."If u lve sme1 tell them as fst as ucn." -sumit