"Melancholic" means sadness. Silent feelings often arises in my mind, which makes me feel like the world is stagnated for a while. It make me feel like I am not in this social circle. The depth of sadness and sigh, we humans experience when the partner breaks our heart, we feel suffocated in a toxic relarionship. In this book, I am presenting some rising and falling ideas on the lower rungs. Through this book, I have tried to portray, "What I feel, what makes me happy". In one of my articles along with the poems, I have presented my thoughts on color difference and I am trying to create awareness among people. Every word written in this book is my personal life experience and dullness has been at the center.